I fear sometimes the annoyance and anger I feel towards some people get out of hand. I felt like I was going to burst yesterday. Its really hard to describe how angry I felt, because it wasn't just one thing in particular that Ian had done that got me worked up so much. Its like I had been tolerating so much of his bad qualities that the anger just overflowed. This has happened more than one occasion with Ian, but has also happened with Bevon and my mum and dad. What concerns me the most though, is that whenever I get this spurt of anger, I always have an overwhelming desire to stab this person to death. It sounds so bad, but I always imagine myself doing this when someone irritates me to the very core. It gives me a bit of a release.
Anyway, enough of that. Last night I heard my mum, dad and sister talking about me. My sister was complaining that I always open the windows really wide whilst going to sleep. The reason is that I love being cold when falling asleep and cant stand being just a little bit too warm. She hates that I do this as she says she always has to sleep almost freezing to death. The words that caught my attention when I heard her speaking to my mum and dad was when referring to me, she said "she's the spawn of the devil and a weirdo". I laughed on the inside at first, even though I knew she was 100% serious. And then I was confused. I always get the impression that my family think I'm strange and a bit weird. Its not the first time they've said that to me. I cant be that bothered to go into much depth about it all.
Had a singing lesson today. I also really really enjoyed my Business Studies lesson. It was nothing special really, just carrying on with out reports. But I really liked it, I think I just really really like the subject in general.
K byeeeeeee.
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