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This Friday wasn't such a good Friday after all. Everyone was in a bit of a mood with each other at school. Not sure why. I suppose you just get those occasional times where your friends irritate you. It wasn't very nice though. There is also a lot of bitching going on, a bit more than usual at the moment. I predict there's going to be a split in our friendship group coming up, especially due to the fact that Amy has become all pally with the twins and pretty much rejected Siobhan. Bevon has been getting on my nerves the most recently, with Ian closely behind.

This drinking more water technique isn't going too good. I need to stop giving myself excuses to stuff my face full of junk.

My eye has gotten a bit better. I don't like the cream Ive been prescribed though. It makes my eye go all blurry and its annoying. Bevon said to me today in her nasty tone "How can you get an eye infection over night!?".

I improved my time in the card recognition technique that I learnt from Derren Brown. I also reduced my card counting time by a minute.

I have Keratosis pilaris. It covers my arms, some parts of my legs and my buttocks. There is no cure. Its a bloody nusense and I'm self-conscious about it. The other week whilst we were getting changed for P.E, Bevon said "Ew what are those bumps on your arms!?" Everyone close by turned around and stared at my arms whilst I tried to give a reason. I simply said "I dunno Ive had them for ages" then tried my best to cover up my arms.

Last week when me and Louise were at Ian's house, we somehow managed to get talking about moles when Louise said "Alex has got loads of moles on her arms" I don't think she was referring to the horrible purple and pink bumps that are recognised as Keratosis pilaris. But I don't even have that many moles on my arms. I don't really see the bad thing about moles either. But Ian decided to make a big fuss as usual and goes "Ew really!? Lets see". But when I told him he couldn't see, he just got force full and tried to lift up my sleeves. I just kept fighting with him, but he was persistent. he thankfully eventually gave up.

Maybe mind over matter could help this problem. I bloody hope so.