Mind Drain.

I was meant to go to Manchester today but I had to text Ian to say I couldn't come. My eye infection got worse, it became painful to blink and just made me feel under the weather and not in the mood to do much. At first I didn't mind not going to Manchester because I wasn't that bothered to go anyway. But then when it got sunny and I got bored, I was annoyed that my body let me down again.

I ended up spending the whole day watching TV, doing work for my mother (which I get paid for by the way) and playing games on the computer. Ian phoned me later in the day when he had come back to ask how I was. I hate how nice he can be sometimes. He also sent a 'get better soon' text to me whilst he was in Manchester. Our phone conversation turned out to be quite, well, interesting. He began by asking if I would like to go round to his. I made up an excuse that I had homework. He then asked if I would like to come round for tea in half an hour or so. I pretended to ask my mum, whilst thinking of an excuse. I told him that my mum had already started making my tea. I think he got the hint. You see, I don't want him to think I likey like him. Because I don't. I want him to know that I only like him as a friend, but without saying it. I'll go all spacky again if I attempt at having another conversation about feelings.

He also told me that Catherine, who I wouldn't really describe as a friend, more of a person I know, told him that she would like to get talking to me again. You see, me and Catherine used to talk for hours via MSN, mostly about Panic! at the disco (a band) since we were both obsessed. It was good fun and we sort of formed a bond. We have never really talked properly in real life though. I'm not sure why. And then we lost touch on MSN. And that's it really. But she is a nice person as far as I know, and I think our personalities are quite similar. I'm sure we'll get along. However, I doubt neither of us is willing to make, shall we say, 'the first move', without this sounding like the start of a romantic relationship. No no no, none of that thank you.

Bit of an epic post this has turned out to be. I suppose you could call this my mind drain. I think I like the sound of that.

I think that's pretty much the whole day covered. Back to school tomorrow. I'm not too concerned about that though because its Friday and Fridays are always good days.