Dead Rabbit

Yep, my rabbit died today. It was a very odd experience, but I don't feel all that sad about it all if I'm honest. The freakiest part was seeing her die, she was having these strange spazz attacks and she kept kicking her legs and throwing her head back. I've decided not to bury her cos it would feel too weird knowing I have a dead rabbit buried in my garden so we're going to just put her in the bin, which also seems a bit peculiar but at least then I wont be reminded of it. Not sure why she died really, probably won't be old age as she is only 5 years old and I found out that they tend to live for 8-10 years. Oh well. I suppose the worst thing about all this is having to tell everyone about it at school tomorrow.

On a happier note, me and my mum went to the Aquinas open evening on Wednesday. It was great! I really liked the idea of me going there apposed to the 6th form and I was really happy with the whole atmosphere of the college and what the teachers were like and the people there. I picked up loads of leaflets about different courses that I was considering taking but still haven't decided which combination to go for though. Although I was very muchly won over by Aquinas, I still want to keep the 6th form an option and I'm going to their open evening this Wednesday. I think it would be a lot easier for me to make this decision if Aquinas offered a course that I desperately wanted to do that Poynton didn't, but that's not the case, but I really like Aquinas as a college but also because the teachers seem much better. (who, by the way, you call by their first names!) I also like the fact that it seemed to care more about the subjects I want to take and were more experienced in teaching the not as popular subjects that are mostly my choices. The only concern I have about starting a new school is making friends. My sister mentioned that a couple of her friends went to Aquinas but hated it because they couldn't fit in and everybody already had their own group of friends so they found it hard to make news ones. I still want to talk about that to my sister though, 'cos I don't really know the full story. She however seemed quite supportive about it when I spoke to her on the phone the other day, as if she thought it was good choice to make. Anyway, she's home next weekend which I'm dead excited about! So we'll have a chat about it all then.

Still no word from Curtis. I was hoping he'd be online last Saturday because that would have been the day where it'd been a month since we last spoke which is the usual time in which I have to wait to speak to him again. It's been over a week since then but still no word.