The Dark Knight.

I've missed out a few days so here is the catch up:

Had a good day on Saturday, my Dad agreed to take me to the Trafford Centre for some retail therapy and so I could buy some jeans and other not needed items. I enjoyed this. Then, shortly after I had returned home and popped onto MSN as I usually do, who but Curtis decides to come online after countless weeks of what felt like playing me around, messing with my feelings and generally screwing up my heart. I wasn't sure how to react, I was happy to be in contact with him again, but angry and upset that he had been keeping me in the dark, unknown when, or if, he was going to come back. Our relationship had been put on hold for months, with no explanation. So we chatted for a while, it would take too long to give all the details here, so, from this day forward, I'm going to be posting what I feel are important and significant chat logs from my conversations with Curtis, which have been saved on my computer starting from Saturday. Along with Curtis' conversations, I also plan to make posts of my conversations with my good friend Amy, who has helped me with the whole thing and knows all the details, I've known her for the same about of time as Curtis, and her advice is greatly appreciated and she helps me sort out all the mess in my head.

Ok, enough about that now. After the brief (as is always is) conversation with Curtis, I went out for a meal with the 'rents. This was ok, but Curtis was on my mind non-stop. I feared I had fallen yet again, even though we agreed to be 'just friends'. The parents went out for a brief drinking session at some pub, and I'm definite I spoke to Curtis again that night but have the foddiest what we said, it can't have been all that interesting really. Oh I remember, he was chatting on about World of Warcraft, and guiding me through it, this ended with me frustrated and him having to quickly log off for whatever reason.

Sunday was a slobby day, spoke to Curtis again which was not surprisingly a very short encountering yet again. Nevertheless, I do like speaking to him, and I'd be lying if I said I don't still care about him. A lot.

Yesterday was another lazy day but I took advantage of the good weather and did some well-earned sunbathing. Forced myself down to the village to buy rabbit food then watched the new Batman film: 'The Dark Knight'. Just 2 words can sum up this film- absolutely tremendous. Heath Ledger was fantastic. Shame he went and killed himself. Curtis had texted me whilst I was in the cinema that night which another one of his excuses explaining why he wasn't online that day.

Today was the benchmark day me and Curtis wise. Lets just say I was a very unhappy person this afternoon. More realistically, I felt like shit. I should be more careful with who I fall in love with, and under what circumstances I should do so in, but most importantly, note to self: DO NOT FALL TOO QUICKLY/EASILY.

Msn conversations will be posted later tonight.