Today was momentous. Well, after I'd spent the majority of the day at Ian's. That was, again, tiresome. I still hold what seems like an everlasting hatred towards his parents. Next time I'm making up a good excuse not to come. Or possibly, I'll just say "No". Sounds like a plan.
There was a form of happiness that came into my life later on in the day that I had never experienced before. I decided to begin the techniques of meditation. Since today, I have only ever let myself relax and 'meditate' completely for, at the most, 10 mins. But today, I decided to let myself enter a deep trance like relaxation state for half an hour. I 'awoke' with such an enormous feeling of calmness, happiness and peace of mind. I felt like nothing could get in my way and that life was wonderful. It was bloody brilliant. I have now decided to make this mediation a thing of regular daily routine.
The second series of Derren Brown's Trick Or Treat began at 10pm tonight. That man never fails to astonish me. I fear an obsession is developing but at the same time cant help this desire to become even close to his level of greatness.
And to top it all off. Its a fucking Friday!
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