Blimey.

Day one. I suppose I should tell you abut the events which occurred today. So here goes; myself, Beth and Loise got into a conversation about mine and Ian's ever so messed-up relationship if you can even call it that. In my eyes me and him are merely friends. There are no exchange of 'feelings' whatsoever. However from his deluded eyes, show a girl and a boy who both feel for each other in a way that is more than friends, but haven't quite gotten round to telling each other yet. And although the girl has told the boy that she only sees them as friends, he continues to fool himself into believing that there is a romantic flame just begging to be ignited.

Oh dear lord.

So anyways, I talk to my 2 friends about it. Loise blabs out that at one point Ian thought I was his girlfriend. And Beth says that I'm leading him on by spending so much time which him. Can't 2 teenagers spend time with each other and enjoy each others company without thinking there's some ooer business going on? Obviously not. And besides, hese the one inviting me places all the time, and Im the one trying to think of excuses to say no, so as not to lead him, and other people on. But no matter how many times I tell people that we are just close friends, which is of course the truth from where I'm standing, they're not prepared to accept it. The other week Siobhan decided to mention to the new Irish girl who I cant understand a word of, that Ian and I are one day going to be a couple. Bull shit.

Ian is a tough one to describe, insecure would be the first word I'd use. Then, lets say, overly confident, over dramatic, loud, blunt, rude and followed by inconsiderate and selfish.

But we do have our laughs, which is purely the main reason why I still consider him a good friend, despite all his significant personality flaws. We do have a good time. He is one of those friends that you cant really have a deep and meaningful conversation with, without joking about if afterwards and he is definitely not a person to be trusted with anything that you don't want blurted around your friendship group. But you are guaranteed a good 'ol giggle in his presence and a time where you forget about your worries and troubles and you just let loose.

It seems the balance between bad point and good points is equal.

Still no chance of us being a couple though.